:D

Thursday, March 11, 2010

sighs.

im sorry, boy.
i knew i stabbed ur heart wif a knife.
i knew i hurt you too much, too deep.
the pain u feel, the wound i cut wouldnt cure so easily.
same goes to me.
but its impossible for me to see u hurt any longer.
i dont know how to explain all these.
but at least you knew why i choose to be like this, right?
was it my wrong to start this relationship?
am i supposed to be blamed for hurting you so much?
i know i am, imsorrry. chongmal mianhae.
im sure ure scared and depressed to listen to all these each time i mentioned about topic like this.
but i cant hold it any longer.
cuz i dont wanna see you ended up like the last time's genee ng.
it doesnt mean i dont wanna protect this love.
you know i want to.
but just, i couldnt do it.
u know both of us cannot tahan the pain.
im doing this for our own good.
i dont wanna see u worry everynight.
i dont wanna see myself crying everynight.
the pain kills.
im sorry, really really sorry..
i hope u can forgive me.
thanks for all the sweet memories you gave me.
i'll rmb every little thing u did for me :)
i appreciated it alot.
alot alot and alot ..
i hope, youwontfoundsomeonelikemeanymore.
takecare :')

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

OU vainess.

today went ou with gy, merv & jason :)
then half way met chengyee.
hang around in ou for almost a day?! - -
i know its crazy, but we seriously got nothing better to do.
then we went to watch Paris Love :D
front part was really ganass~
we thought we went to the wrong room :X
hahhhahha.
not bad laaaa, thumbs up for it :)
after watched it dy, guys ....
PLEASE BE CAREFUL OF UR GF !
she might be a terrorist!
hahahahahhhhhah.
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pics below were taken in Original Fake ~
too free dy, no jokes:P

can u see?
its, VIP SUPERB LAME.
xD










genee, chengyee & ginyen :D


my guard, mr. yaoyao!
AHAHAHAHHA


my dadee, mervin chin JUN HO.


part of michael jackson's family.




we lost to the models for posing. rofl~
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p/s: more pics in gy's phone xO
and and, paiiseh!
ginyen & me were effing bored in the fitting room.
TEEHEEEEEEEE :)

Thursday, March 4, 2010

伤心绝望了

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怎么办呢?

我觉得自己好失败- -
什么事都做不好
一个
大白痴
好像总是被骂的==||
是这份工作不适合我吗?
还是我太

对,我承认我有做错。
但我以为那样可以赚多一点呀
我知道我不能反击,
也不能投诉,

更不能辞职。
我只能怪我自己。
第一份工作已经这样了
第二份工作还会这样吗?

我不懂。
我不敢去想多,更不敢想远。
为了这份工留了不少眼泪。
为了这份工,妈妈付出不少。
因为这工,我学会了坚强。
谢谢所有人,帮我长大。
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我还没真真长大
对不起
让您失望了。
真得很抱歉。

Monday, March 1, 2010

aww.

im sooooo lazy to blog.
im tooooo tired to blog.
im sooooo sleepy to blog!
SORRYYY xO